Virus cases are increasing exponentially and everytime I go out I imagine it would be my last in a while. I went shopping for a fridge and a washing machine today and I would give anything to walk carefree on CMH Road again. Of course virus or otherwise the road is not fit for a walk right now; they are laying a concrete road and the sidewalks are mostly gone. But it was nice being there.
Today feels like the time I woke up from a bad dream. I hope I can keep myself firmly in reality now on. There is no hope for me otherwise.
My old parents are taking care of my grandmother in the hospital and it feels unfair. Someone like me should be doing it instead. But then I wonder if I'm just being selfish, that it would do me some good being there.
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