Madness

I'm in such a precarious state of mind that one wrong step and I'm done for, the most dangerous path in my life. It's funny at times but mostly, worrisome. Sometimes it looks totally like a product of my fertile imagination but if I turn some old pages, it may not be. But, only thing is that it may end and end soon. What will happen then? Will I be relieved? But how will I cope up? As someone said, it's so much harder to make oneself unhappy when one has tasted happiness. I've got to tell myself again and again that it was only temporary anyway. It would've ended surely. No doubt about that.