Brain sometimes equates A with B based on aberrations like - "Of course A is a good guy. But not always you know, there was this one time he was..." and "B is an ingrate. But I don't know, last time he was very nice somehow...". It's very unfair. If I am a clever B, all I have to do is throw an occasional nicety which will be picked up and cherished forever!
There was an odd shower the other day and brought some temporary relief. Anu got so thrilled that she went into the balcony and started singing "There shall be showers of blessing" loudly with hands and feelings and everything. She was so earnest about it that I couldn't even laugh.
RR called up, after a long time. Shucks, I realised that I missed talking to him and laughing. Every time he calls he says "when are you coming here!" and I think a couple of times more and I may just do it. I guess not, actually. Those impulsive days are over. I'm a very 'rooted' person these days. It's a loss.
There was an odd shower the other day and brought some temporary relief. Anu got so thrilled that she went into the balcony and started singing "There shall be showers of blessing" loudly with hands and feelings and everything. She was so earnest about it that I couldn't even laugh.
RR called up, after a long time. Shucks, I realised that I missed talking to him and laughing. Every time he calls he says "when are you coming here!" and I think a couple of times more and I may just do it. I guess not, actually. Those impulsive days are over. I'm a very 'rooted' person these days. It's a loss.
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