Rolling Back

Just when I was about to say "Nothing ever happens here!" like Dina, life decided to throw a fistful of events my way. First, after five years of slogging here, my parents decided to move back to their place for good. Just when I thought I was going to the free bird, living my life the way I always wanted - which I cannot explain because it's too chaotic - things went haywire. I had to have a scan because I had missed my periods - initial thought was if I had become pregnant again, which was not a very scary thought for me but alas - and it turns out that I have some cyst in my ovary which is not a regular one. To top the whole thing, my doctor asked me to get a CA125 test done and my whole world became numb when it threw up 61. Since then I've recovered enough not to treat myself as a normal creature, with the help of some medication.

Last but not the least, I joined the WhatsApp band and in that, our Primary School group last week. Of course it's been euphoric fun but now I know that it happened at a very wrong time. I mean, I had thought by the time kids come back, they would see a different house, all shiny and neat....Tomorrow I'll go to fetch them but all I've done in the interim is checking my messages some 100 times in a day and reading hundreds of messages. So now there is going to be a curb, as usual. And also, I'm surprised that I'm still a little wary when it comes to talking of M in a forum...I don't know, reminded me of the time I cried in 7th standard.