Saturday, June 15, 2019

Birthday Blues

Pal called me up today. I have been thinking of her of late but something unknown had held me back from connecting. But I was glad to hear from her, sounding as exuberant as ever. L and her are poles apart but I know I'm fond of her too. It's a bit complicated.

And yeah, she stays not very far so I can foresee a meeting in the near future.

I think with L I'm not worried about being judged but with everyone else, I am. That's the difference. I don't know why I should care, though.

When I went to sleep yesterday, I'd decided I was going to be a more disciplined and active person. It seems so hard already. No giving up yet. 

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