Hitting the Trough

Feeling unwell, again. One of these undefined illnesses(I do hope it is undefined!!) which I kind of expect because of the way I operate on most other days - irregular food, work like a madwoman in the day and watch movie late into the night. Actually now I've begun to understand why the drunkards say they drink to drown their sorrows. My excuses must be sounding similar. The thing is I'm tired of having to catch up with a laundry list everyday, every single day! I have a feeling that one day my brain will just give up and become a mess. Anyway, I'm trying to get out of this movie addiction and concentrate instead on Machine Learning and the fact that I've finished most of what I wanted to watch on Netflix is helping me a bit.

I love going out with the kids. When we three go out we talk all sorts of things, we stroll, we go to our favourite places, we eat, we shop, we discuss what we should do next week(which most times don't happen anyway but that's okay) and it feels that we are in that perfect harmony and life is good. We do have difference of opinion on some things but then we accommodate each other and I don't remember a single time we've returned grumpily. I hope we maintain it for as long as we can.

I want to go somewhere. I want to see the sea. It's been a long long time. The point is, don't wait for others. They may not care for it as much as you do.

After two weeks of no outside snacks, I gave in today. The binge is over. But it did reduce a lot of plastic, surely.