Knotty

Rishi and I plan so many journeys in a year. Many don't work out. We console ourselves with our annual journeys to both the native places. Our summer trip begins this Sunday and as the day nears, I'm consumed by a terrible lethargy. The house is in a mess, I leave behind loads of work in the workplace, P is not in a good frame of mind(we leave him behind), I'm tired both physically and mentally and I just want to stay put in Bangalore. Want to go nowhere. But I know once I drag myself out I'll make myself alright so I guess it's another two days of this phase.

But also, when was the last time I was truly upbeat about starting on a journey? Must've been long long ago, when I was single. I used to have an overnight train journey and then eight hours by bus to reach home but I remember how happy I used to be.