Friday, March 30, 2018

The Ant-people

Ants have always been around me. Different kinds through different times. In my grandmothers' places, where the kitchen-cum-dining rooms were mostly dark places - long halls with small or tiny windows - there was no helping them. We used bella generously; it was the favourite accompaniment for breakfast items with children and parents alike(I can't imagine now that we even used it along with Uppittu! Very bad!). Of course the big and small ants loved it too and in the middle of the blissful sweetness of jaggery if we detected a tinge of sourness, we knew over time that it had to be an ant; long drowned or barely alive and swimming just a while ago. Yuck! Kids who had just gotten to learn the virtues of vegetarianism would throw tantrums at this breach of conduct and blame it on elders who had failed to protect their food. The defense was not altogether convincing. The only thing they said was that ants were good for our eyes! This was dubious because for all their prowess, I hadn't seen anyone picking them up from the floor and eating them and they were good only if they were found in food? So I guess we did what we could; if the ant had already gone down the throat by the time you realized it, calm your stomach and hope that your eyes were better for it and if still on the tongue, throw it out.


On a sudden whim, I asked P about his childhood ants and he says his grandparents told him the same!


Tuesday, March 27, 2018

Setting the Sun

To the dear boy who's just another nobody to us today.


I think Peter O'Toole should've been the best actor in 1962. The jury seem to have given it to Gregory Peck just because they were in love with Atticus Finch.

Sunday, March 25, 2018

Losing the Sheen

What were Steven Smith and Co. thinking, really? The collective stupidity of these smart cricketers is equally fascinating, in a way. 

Function of Time

The best part about youth is the enormous faith you have in life. I wonder how and why fifteen years of ordinary existence should change that.


On the occasion of Rama Navami, somebody had written on Twitter that Rama had lived 1.2 million years ago. My first thought was that then her Rama should look much worse than the handsome image I've cultivated!

Friday, March 23, 2018

Making Space

I cleared up so much junk today that the neighbours can be pardoned if they thought we were moving. But the surprising part is I don't seem to have created the much-needed space. It's like something else just flowed in into that place. Anyway, now I'm sort of getting addicted to this activity. Let's see how it goes.



Today morning someone unknown pinged me on the communicator. It seems she had a colleague with the same name in her previous company and wanted to check out. I said I was sorry to disappoint her and was all set to close it out when she asked me if I was from Mangalore, because of my name, of course. I told her the place and she was like vow! I'm from there too! It kept getting more interesting from there and finally we realised that she was V's classmate! But I never knew her. I liked her anyway, because I like people who reach out on an instinct like that. 

Wednesday, March 21, 2018

Sizing the Unknown

I met my gynecologist today. She couldn't recollect my name but remembered what she'd treated me for. That was nice.

Considering that so many Hindus are fearful that Muslims will outnumber them soon, - though nobody knows the deadline - I think they will vote the ruling party back, based on that fear alone, if people feed on that. Because they somehow seem to think that this party can do something to stop that. I'm not getting a clear picture of the modus operandi, though.

Every time I get upset with a Muslim for having a family of more than two children, I think of my own relatives who have similar numbers, may be precisely for the same reasons too. I don't have comparative statistics and I look for data in my office but then realise that my workplace has too few Muslims. My own team has one out of fifty.

Monday, March 19, 2018

The Dream Reality

I wish my dreams were more realistic. At least I would've been able to talk about them to the people involved without feeling awkward.