Lonesome

It's Dasara and most people in the office are in festive mood. Pooja, shopping... And I feel like a pest, calling them on their phones and trying to get updates from them, detached from all the celebrations. But tomorrow is another day. 

Are divorces contagious? 

Disparities

P says I'm ageing backwards, in more than one ways. Some of that is flattery, some of it backhanded compliment but it's also true in some ways. I have summoned more energy in the past few months than I ever have but I wish I could rub it off on P too. When you slog alone day in and out, there are odd times when you feel taken advantage of. 

Both my children think I'm great company. Overwhelms me sometimes and also frustrates me, that I cannot spend enough time with them. Especially right now work is squeezing me from all sides. Not that I don't enjoy it; just that there are so many other things that I enjoy too.