Wednesday, September 30, 2015

There is This Guy I Know...

...whose house is not more than 200 meters from my grandmother's place. He must be 40 now and I spent at least 30 days a year in my grandmother's place for 15 years of my life but I still don't know his name. This is a little unusual because we mingle quite a bit as a community, especially in summers when you almost customarily have some or the other reason to get together.

Anyhow, I don't know his name and that may be because he was shy and he didn't like to attend these functions. I myself hated them when I was a kid primarily because I had no company. My mother abandoned me those days, being busy helping in cooking, whether it is was our house or someone else's. I didn't expect Pappa to give me company anyway and I had to suffer the ignominy of tailing my cousins(all boys) hoping they would include me in their ventures. I only remember one occasion when this guy was supposed to be part of one of our games - he had promised he would come - but finally backed off for some flimsy reason. I remember being disappointed but I also already had the impression that he was an arrogant boy.

My next encounter and I guess the only other one I remember was much later, when I was probably 20. I was returning from my uncle's house and the shortcut ran through this guy's area. The sun was just heating up and I was humming something as I was careful to navigate that rough terrain. Then I sensed someone's presence nearby and when I looked up, this fellow and someone else were digging something and they had stopped to stare at me. His companion told him something, possibly about me, and he continued to stare and I realized then he was one of the best looking guys I had seen till then - tall, tanned and lean with good features. Anyway, I let the gaze drop and continued on my way and in subsequent years, somehow forgot that he existed.

Last April, when I went to my grandmother's place again, we had a function there and the same day was his niece's wedding. So as it happens, many came to our house for dinner instead of lunch. My cousin and I were in the hall doing something and this guy entered. I think I had a moment's trouble in placing him - he had shrunk so much. He was all muscles and bones and big eyes. Actually coming to think of it, most of the people are like that around there - they work hard in their plantations and they start young. Anyway, everybody had dinner and I didn't hear him talk at all while all around him people chattered about the happenings in the world. After the dinner, he suddenly came up to me and talked - that he sometimes visits his sister in Bangalore and I don't remember what else. I think I was still feeling sorry.

Next day we again met over lunch at a function in a neighbour's place and we happened to sit opposite to each other during lunch. He kept staring at me and I was wondering if he too had an image in his head and that had changed now.



Mass Hysteria

I don't care about Digital India as long as we have mobs killing people for eating something and we give that itself as an excuse for the act.

Monday, September 21, 2015

Strange Thoughts

Sometimes life is so strange and mechanical that all you seem to want is someone to smile with and someone who seems to care about whether you are upset or happy; even if you are not really sure if that concern is genuine.

Sunday, September 20, 2015

Small Wonders

Anu watches Mahabharata on TV everyday with my parents and she knows the characters now. It seems on Monday, after having listened to Duryodhana and Bhanumati's conversation for some time, she said, "This Bhanumati has been speaking to Duryodhana for so many days yet she does not know his name! She keeps calling him Prabhu!"

Sunday, September 13, 2015

Hindustani in my Blood

Listening to Pt. Venkatesh Kumar on TV and mesmerised totally. I think I'm born to like Hindustani Classical Music and to me, there is nothing more beautiful than that. I'm born in Karnataka and it's mostly Carnatic music all around but that's never interested me. It is something to do with the Uttara Kannada connection and the Havyaka roots I guess. The head and the body start swaying automatically and I can go on listening to it forever.

Monday, September 7, 2015

Rain Again!

It's raining as if pouring out all the pent-up frustration. Like it's June. Like it took pity on us.

Saturday, September 5, 2015

Tithi

I'm eagerly looking forward to the release of Tithi, the movie which won the First Timer's awards at Locarno this time. Mandya Kannada is something special as such and to have it spoken by non-actors would be even better!

Recall

Pappa and Aayi want to attend Swara-Suprabhata tomorrow - a Hindustani vocal concert at 7:30 in the morning and I just called up Sapthaka to find if the tickets had to be bought - the newspaper didn't say anything about it. The senior person who picked up said they'd never organised anything with tickets so far and I didn't know what to say - I just said it was our first time with them. Then as it usually happens in Bangalore, he asked me where I was from, when I told him my name. I told where I was living but I should've guessed it, he wanted my native place. I said Honnavara and he was happy, he was also from there. Then I knew he wanted to talk more and I handed over the phone to Pappa and then they proceeded to realise that they had met before. And guess what, he was the father of Dhananjaya Hegde! Suddenly the melodious voice from my childhood rang in my ears again - Navibbaroo Andu HoLeya DaDadalli Nindu....beautiful memory and I still remember the young boy's concert very well.